When my mom left me to live in this life, there is one thing she always did remind me, take charge of whatever decision you do in your life. That could be why up until now, I am living the same principle and working my way in and out of everything there is.
I graduated college three years ago but worked for seven companies already. Been an editor, a PR manager, a contributor, a TV host, and a Manager at 23 years old. Sealed a million worth contracts in a span of more than a year and been to places only expats would manage to be in.
I know I am at the peak of the world right now. Jumping from one company to another is not a hard trail. Meeting people, from presidents, congressmen down to lawmakers and street food vendors, actors and actresses to producers and artists. I am the woman on top, I make my own money and pay my own bills.
Live a life I wanted, away from parent’s shield and fighting to live a life. I am never your average girl.
I always know what I want, dream big and get it sooner than I expected. Always left with a big dream and next thing I know, I have been bigger than what I think.
I work hard for everything, sacrificed so much than I never thought. But would you believe no one ever asked me if I am happy, bet they think I do.
But just try asking me now, and yes, I am not. I feel empty, I feel bad. Sometimes, I just want to live a normal life like how a 23 years old would spend her day.
Listening on her MP3, walking in the park without work interfering your happy morning and restful evenings. Without anyone telling you that something went wrong at work or that someone just need your urgent help.
I WANT MY NOT SO NORMAL YET PEACEFUL LIFE BACK>>>WHERE HAVE I LEFT IT?
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